Our little boy is all grown up... walking... teething.... this is all too much for mama.He started walking about two weeks ago one step here and one step there... and then all of the sudden he was off... walking across the living room all by himself ... unsupported. He tends to walk best when he is mad. And then it is at more of a run. He has his first three teeth in his bottom middle came in on wednesday of last week and his top left just broke through today. He will be eating steak in no time at this rate. He is such a spunky little guy.. full of life.. always jolly, and very proud of his new teeth.He is going to be a heart breaker... he is just as handsome as can be bright beautiful blue eyes that are always sparkling like he has a secret to share... and gorgeous baby fine blond hair that curls just slightly when it is wet, and cute little dimples on each elbow. :) Jessi is living with us for a bit.. it has been fun... like having a sister again.. Carter has become very attatched to her.. when she left for school today..she was very sad... he cried for Jege for about five min. Along with his new teeth he has a new sense of independance...he dosen't want anything to do with rocking or cuddling... he likes to do things himself. It breaks my heart to see my little boy all grown up... what will I be like when he goes to school...or on his first date... or on his mission or gets married,..... a mothers life is full of heart break. Maybe this feeling of not being needed anymore is why people have their second baby. Now don't get me wrong I am so excited for him to be walking and growing up.. it just seems all too fast it seems like only yesterday that we were comming home from the hospital... completely lost but with this teeny little bundle that stole our hearts and has become the very center of our lives. And in a month and a half he will be one, and before I know it he won't need mama anymore. (tear)
I am going to go sob into my pillow
Love always
Mama
